Today I started my new job at VW. The job title is that of 'endurance test driver'. Will see how it goes.
Tonight I spoke to my wife. And she is so down and depressed and scared and alone. And it breaks my heart. I wish that I could be there in Cape Town to help her , and assist her and care for her.
But I am 800 km's away and she has to deal with being without a car (it was stolen), and with trying to sort out the insurance. And with trying to find money for the insurance excess. And trying to find money to buy bread and milk.
And I am so far away. And apart from my computer I have nothing more left to sell to raise money to try and help her.... or keep myself alive.
At this moment in time life sucks !!!!
Guess I will go and cry myself to sleep tonight. Maybe tomorrow looks better..... Maybe ...
But , damn it, at this moment I doubt it.
O Lord. ....
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